God's Timing

I think you left before you got here
And your intentions, really not clear
You off the drugs, it's awfully hot here
You told me have no worries, but worries, they all I got here

'Cause you been off the drugs, you like to mix it up, and push it off
You been wearing masks, but they transparent, you should take them off
You've been acting funny, funny weird, not funny haha
You've been living high, but ma, she living at the bottom
'Cause she dedicated

She know her baby has potential
Don't talk about my baby, you don't know what baby's been through
She been standing up, while you carelessly sitting down
How's a queen gon' be a queen when she's living without a crown
'Cause it's not realistic

And you been really distant
And lately, we been really wishing
That you would own up, and make change from the blank face, I knew that you were trouble the moment you showed them blank spaces
Wow

And I looked up to you
But that's just what baby brothers do
And I stayed loyal and told you that eyes gon' hold you down, and stuck around much longer than any one of them others do

It's terrible, and ma feel like she failing you
She tried to keep on pushing, but her fight is disappearing dude
But all she ever did was to prepare ya
This paraphernalia ain't doing nothing but preparing for failure

Why ain't you stepping up when problems in your lane, others take the charge
'Cause you got problems the size of Shaquille, but still you calling mom
To come and set a screen or hold them off
I'll never understand the type of person that you are, but I've been praying for you
I been praying for you

And that's all I can promise
I'ma hand the rest to God 'cause it's only in God's timing