Inovy

Foreign minds with no way to call
Seeking ways inside their phones
To reach out crying out for help
But these screens reflect only their faces

Anyway what is this all about then?
If this rain outside can cause you sadness
Why can't we all hope for a stupid laughter
Well shit Jesus Christ is indeed our driver

Exit only when forced to leave
This illusion of belonging is so hard to miss
Is this indeed what we name bliss?
This is just conformity duty free

First time I saw you standing
Staring at me with that stupid smile
I was so scared to read your lips
And when you tried to talk to me I blinked

So the next day I got out of bed
I shaved and took the same bus again
Expecting it to drive me someplace else
Writing down thoughts on that talking notebook

But ended up on the same station
And you were nowhere to be found
Then you called me on the phone and said to me
The words i say to myself

I failed again

Where have you been

I found it all in my phone
And I'm convinced I'm not the one
Cause Mozart died long ago
And i was handed down the wrong chromosomes
And only they control my bones
But maybe words can turn to gold
All heroes died long ago
This is the empire of false hopes

Time passed i was finally sure
That i knew where to look for you
Not in distant quotes and booze
And not in big dreams and tattoos

You see
(How come you were always right like)
I was ready i took the bus
(A religion you do not believe in)
For one last fucking time
(As things are you feel overpowered)
I know when you're scared shadows call for you
(Falling arrows struck you in the back)
So I didn't care if I'd end up dying

(Yet again he is unforgiving)
Missing you, where you would be
(Reading tales that can never end)
Certainly nowhere near me
(Heights we climb have the harshest hillsides)
So I finally stood up for myself
(And on the top we're untuned with time)
Inherited the paradox of self-acceptance
(How soon can we try to end it)
And so now I roam again
(How soon can we love ourselves)
Free of all the chains hope put on me
(Without the help of subliminal habits)
And I didn't know your voice but now I know its use
(It's growing strong when we hurt our ones)
So If I hear it calling I will find you

I anticipate the day

I still wait to hear the words
That tear your lips apart in silence
Echo in my ears and touch my heart

And I long to find the place
Where autumn never ends
All seasons sing the song that I can hear
With words that I understand