Antidote

I don't know what I would do
If I couldn't come close to you
This simple lie was once the truth
I picked up the pieces that you left behind
And something tells me that you said goodbye
Because the trip wasn't worth the drive

I don't want your sympathy and I never did before
And now your guilt is crawling and it's knocking at my door
And it's time to say goodbye

Thank you for the hell you put me through
Cause now I love myself which is more than you could ever do
I built a house from a broken home
And I lived without your antidote

I feared that I was getting used to
The way you smiled like you always knew
That we would drown inside an empty swimming pool
So I took my baggage and I went away
To no man's land in the light of day
Lost your silhouette but found my shadow anyway

And I don't need your sympathy and I never did before
And now your pride is calling and it's knocking at my door
And it's time to say goodbye

Thank you for the hell you put me through
Cause now I love myself which is more than you could ever do
And I built a house from a broken home
And I lived without your antidote

I don't know why I ever tried to empathize for you
But now I know why it's hard for me to say goodbye when I have to
So this is goodbye

Thank you for the hell you put me through
Cause now I love myself which is more than you could ever do
And I built a house from a broken home
And I lived without your antidote