Happier

I'm overthinking but I do it all the time
All that you're saying is ringing inside my mind right now
I can't hear any other sound
Too hard to believe but so damn hard to deny
Did I not notice how you were just so this blind somehow
My expectation let me down

On the ground
I try to get back on my feet yeah
And move on
From what's wrong
Rise from the ruins wave my white flag

I called your bluff enough you thought I never knew
So what the fuck is up with the shit that you'd do
And one day I'll be okay but for now I'll lay in this hurt
And I hope that you'll be happy but just know that I'll be happier

Do you regret the damage that you did to me
You went and wrecked a trophy then you fled the scene and chose
To not tell another soul
And I thought of you through miraculous daydreams
While you sat there dreaming about being free so go
Cause I don't want you anymore

On the floor
Crying 'til my knuckles bled
Through the storm
Reach the shore
So I avoid the shipwreck

I called your bluff enough you thought I never knew
So what the fuck is up with the shit that you'd do
And one day I'll be okay but for now I'll lay in this hurt
And I hope that you'll be happy but just know that I'll be happier

Ah ah ah ah ah ah

Thinking back to days when you said you'd stay by my side
(I I I I I I I)
Listened to your hoaxes and every single one of your white lies
I don't know why

I called your bluff enough you thought I never knew
So what the fuck is up with the shit that you'd do
And one day I'll be okay but for now I'll lay in this hurt
And I hope that you'll be happy but just know that I'll be happier