Denial
A sense of change invaded my wealth
Stroke a compass
Tangled sense of direction
One glance shifts the scenery
I lose focus
Attracted to these new distractions
Temptations unknown before
Crawl through my head
Changing flesh
Into foreign distortion
As the lust is born
In child's mind
Lack of awareness
Spreads without control
This change is unnerving
Biological disorder
I don't know
But it feels so wrong
It's out of control
Everyone is watching
Waiting for things to go wrong
So I'll do it by my own hand
No
Wait
Please
Make it stop
I can't stand it
Stop
Please
It's so gross
I can't take anymore
I'm terrified but the thing is done
Now my innocence is gone
Am I the only one
Changing to this disgusting form
This silence around me
Propels all the agony
Of all that I felt so sure
You've broken me
Corrupted and made me impure
Though born as a part of me
You shall be no more
This is war
But as I hate everything in those desires
I can feel them slowly spark the lightnings in my head
My eyes are thirsty, searching ways to find your skin
My hands are itching, shaking
Let me devour your flesh
This alien force is driving me fucking insane
Just let me quench my thirst and forget the consequences
I can't accept it
I wish I was shaped different way
Thus I'll prevail till this nightmare ends
Maybe I'm just afraid (Maybe I'm just afraid)
So scared to say that I'm wrong
That I rather dwell
Another time I swear I won't do it again
Please God forgive me
For I think that I might've sinned
You broke the great narcissist
And left the stage to be the ordinary man
But there's a box in abyss
Old friend that you've missed
As your ignorance
Is bliss
This child couldn't know less
So he thrown it all into a box
That he'll never open
Except when he must
Let go
Let flow
Careless
Embrace me
Never
Let me go (No)
You're not (Part of me)
I (I will take)
Will (Take it all)
Take control (control)
You (You got lost)
Are (To be found)
In denial
My hands are stained
But the act is done
Is this only way to keep control
Am I the only one
Changing to this disgusting form
This silence around me
Propels all the agony
Of all that I felt so sure
You've broken me
Corrupted and made me impure
Though born as a part of me
You shall be no more
Cause this is war
Are we the only ones
Changing to this disgusting form
This silence around me
Propels all the agony
Of all that I felt so sure
You've broken me
Corrupted and made me impure
Though born as a part of me
You shall be no more
This is war
Stroke a compass
Tangled sense of direction
One glance shifts the scenery
I lose focus
Attracted to these new distractions
Temptations unknown before
Crawl through my head
Changing flesh
Into foreign distortion
As the lust is born
In child's mind
Lack of awareness
Spreads without control
This change is unnerving
Biological disorder
I don't know
But it feels so wrong
It's out of control
Everyone is watching
Waiting for things to go wrong
So I'll do it by my own hand
No
Wait
Please
Make it stop
I can't stand it
Stop
Please
It's so gross
I can't take anymore
I'm terrified but the thing is done
Now my innocence is gone
Am I the only one
Changing to this disgusting form
This silence around me
Propels all the agony
Of all that I felt so sure
You've broken me
Corrupted and made me impure
Though born as a part of me
You shall be no more
This is war
But as I hate everything in those desires
I can feel them slowly spark the lightnings in my head
My eyes are thirsty, searching ways to find your skin
My hands are itching, shaking
Let me devour your flesh
This alien force is driving me fucking insane
Just let me quench my thirst and forget the consequences
I can't accept it
I wish I was shaped different way
Thus I'll prevail till this nightmare ends
Maybe I'm just afraid (Maybe I'm just afraid)
So scared to say that I'm wrong
That I rather dwell
Another time I swear I won't do it again
Please God forgive me
For I think that I might've sinned
You broke the great narcissist
And left the stage to be the ordinary man
But there's a box in abyss
Old friend that you've missed
As your ignorance
Is bliss
This child couldn't know less
So he thrown it all into a box
That he'll never open
Except when he must
Let go
Let flow
Careless
Embrace me
Never
Let me go (No)
You're not (Part of me)
I (I will take)
Will (Take it all)
Take control (control)
You (You got lost)
Are (To be found)
In denial
My hands are stained
But the act is done
Is this only way to keep control
Am I the only one
Changing to this disgusting form
This silence around me
Propels all the agony
Of all that I felt so sure
You've broken me
Corrupted and made me impure
Though born as a part of me
You shall be no more
Cause this is war
Are we the only ones
Changing to this disgusting form
This silence around me
Propels all the agony
Of all that I felt so sure
You've broken me
Corrupted and made me impure
Though born as a part of me
You shall be no more
This is war
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Writer(s): Jeremi Grodek
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