LETTER TO MYSELF. (feat. Steph King)

I wrote a letter to myself
Ethan how you doing man? I hope you doing well
Write this shit down so I can see it in the future
Look
How long did it take to blow up?
Cause right now i'm working til the fucking sun up
Cause I want this shit really bad
Dear future me can you tell me what I have?
Yeah
Am I posted up with bros doing sold out shows?
Living in a mansion while we pass around the dope
Doing crazy shows with my baby front row
I got so many questions
Did you ever get the car mom and dad always wanted?
Did you ever get them a new house?
Did you get more confidence my nigga are you loud?
Cause right now i'm fucking staying silent like a mouse
Only time I speak is when i'm spittin' in the booth
Did I even make it? Can you please tell me the truth
If I didn't make it can you tell me what to do
Oh woah
Oh woah
Did you ever marry Nyy? I hope so
Cause I know there's no other girl I want but her
Can you tell me whose inside your life?
Damn I really hope my families alive
Yeah I hope they're still living
So they can see me winning
You better not be sinning
Fuck
I really hope you got my baby diamonds and pearls
Did you Jay, Steph, Tye and Milly take over the fucking world?

I hope you're feeling happy now
Cause right now i'm feeling down
Please just show the world your smile
Don't ever let them see you pout
Don't ever let them bring you down
Cause you that nigga
You that muhfuckin' nigga yeah
Cause you that nigga
I hope you're feeling happy now
Cause right now i'm feeling down
Please just show the world your smile
Don't ever let them see you pout
Don't ever let 'em bring you down
Cause you that nigga
You that muhfuckin' nigga yeah
Cause you that nigga

Steph how you been doing? Man it really can't be that bad
How many times I take these pills and hope it'll be my last
Pop me a oxy, get in the Benz, whipping around and i'm hoping I crash
Yo fuck a letter to my future I need a letter to the past
Yeah
Does heaven have a phone can I call it?
Have you been doing better since last August
I got a feeling that it all fell apart
But that's the feeling that you get when it get dark
Look I woke up this morning my body all in sweat
When I lay on my death bed will I have regrets?
Now I got a baby brother or sister coming up next
So I gotta be a better man and give what I have left
Hold on
Aye
Every pill I took was it worth it?
Everything that happened to me I deserved it
Every scar, every pain, every bruise and every burn
When I look into your face I can see that you're still learning
I feel it coursing through my veins and my body started burning
They can see me smile but they don't see what's under the surface
Man sometime it make me sad when I listen to my first verses

I hope you're feeling happy now
Cause right now i'm feeling down
Please just show the world your smile
Don't ever let them see you pout
Don't ever let them bring you down
Cause you that nigga
You that muhfuckin' nigga yeah
Cause you that nigga
I hope you're feeling happy now
Cause right now i'm feeling down
Please just show the world your smile
Don't ever let them see you pout
Don't ever let 'em bring you down
Cause you that nigga
You that muhfuckin' nigga yeah
Cause you that nigga