Life

Life is what life is
And life isn't always

26 but I feel so old
So much that I can't control
Holding on tight when I gotta let go
That's life, that's right, like what do I know?

Hard times come along so easily
When dark signs are the only thing leading
Good things always end up leaving me
In star signs what's the use of believing?

Lately all I see is this evil
Grim reap' taking all these people
In deep and I really can't sleep
Life without peace feels incomplete so

A lot to learn, I'm tryna figure it out
And what I want I might be better without
I'm bottling it up, I should be letting it out
Tearing up inside while I sit on my couch

And I been down this road (Life is)
But I don't know where it goes (What life is)
And I made a left turn and a right turn
And a left turn and I suppose (And life isn't always)
I always go the wrong way (Life is)
Making my thoughts disarray (What life is)
Making the feeling I hate
Waiting for someday when I'm okay (And life isn't always)

And I'm doing alright
Okay I'm fine
In my mind, I'm wasting time
I'm so afraid of old and gray
Dying days, I sit and wait
And I can't get everything
Or anything or anything at all

I'm okay with how it is I guess
Life's never gonna be perfect
Still heartsick and I feel so stressed
But that's just how is I guess

And I been down this road (Life is)
But I don't know where it goes (What life is)
And I made a left turn and a right turn
And a left turn and I suppose (And life isn't always)

I always go the wrong way (Life is)
Making my thoughts disarray (What life is)
Making the feeling I hate
Waiting for someday when I'm o— (And life isn't always)

And I been down this road
But I don't know where it goes
And I made a left turn and a right turn
And a left turn and I suppose

I always go the wrong way
Making my thoughts disarray
Making the feeling I hate
Waiting for someday when I'm okay

Life is crazy, it's harassing me
That's just the way it has to be
And when you have to leave
I hope it's after me
I grow older as I rap the beat
Actually it's all passing me
Moments that don't last

Everything it goes fast
I'm hoping I don't crash
I'm broken, I'm no catch
I'm moping, I'm so sad
I'm raging, I'm so mad
I'm chasing to go back (go back)
But I don't know what for
Climb through the window
Don't push on a shut door
Time made a widow
Just took him, so what's yours?

Shine just a little while you pluck another chord
And of course, I'm still figuring it out
Dig into the ground
Go to sleep, don't make a sound
'Cause that's just how it's meant to be
Even evergreen leaves got to fall eventually

I like the way that I fall apart
I like the way that I need you
If I die today then I die today
Just know I'd hate to leave you
I feel the weight, I feel the weight
I lift it up when I need to
I feel the pain, I feel the pain
It's about all that I can do
I'm dead inside and I'm terrified
I let it slide 'cause I'm paralyzed
And I hate how I can't move

So you should have two of those there
I'll mark the...
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