am i alive?

Last you saw me I was doing tragic
Tried to get it back like I had it
Never moving no it's always static
Step into my fears no I've had it, it's bad when
I'm numb it's not funny
I am done with Mr. Sunny
While I'm walking he's been running
And I think he might become me
Dear myself hit me back
"You must be smart"
That's so cap
This is only just a fraction of the bad shit that will happen

Am I alive?
When will I die?

Am I alive avoiding what I can't see
I use my music to escape reality
I wake up twice a night it is challenging
I bet you thinking I'm capping well yah see I don't sleep
Instead of go to bed I play the past inside my head
And wonder why I've made these choices like
God I'm so annoying
So I ask too many questions like will my brain get arrested
And could I become psychotic
Maybe but it's not my problem cause

Am I alive?
When will I die?
Relapse again
Blood-covered white
Keep on mistakes
Don't sleep all night
Am I alive?
When will I die?

Tell my mom I'm sorry when I'm gone
I didn't want to hurt those who I love
But look at what a monster I've become
No I can't run, no I can't run
Tell my mom I'm sorry when I'm gone
I didn't want to hurt those who I love
But look at what a monster I've become
No I can't run, no I can't run

Am I alive?
When will I die?
Relapse again
Blood-covered white
Keep on mistakes
Don't sleep all night
Am I alive?
When will I die?



Credits
Writer(s): Ryan Boone
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