I Really Don't Like Kissing You

Used me to get what you wanted
Choose me 'cause you knew I'd give in
Kissed me like I'm some kind of object
Assured me that "that's not what this is"

Pretended I was giving enough to you
But I know that you only want more
Expected that I'd give myself to you
Could have 'cause my judgment was poor

Your words never matched with your actions
I felt I had something to prove
Wish I could erase the attachment
Of my memories involving you

Chalked it up to disliking the act
Maybe I just don't like kissing dudes
But looking back I know I just needed time to show
I really just don't like kissing you

I didn't like your lies, how you'd never compromise
When you told me you had no expectations
But the way you touched my hand,
I wanted to give you another chance
So I sat through it all with patience

I told my friends all about it the next day
They listened close and tried to mask their fears
I told them it was great, to try and feel the same
But I don't wanna be touched at all for years

The memory of you is making me nauseous
You're my only living regret
Wish I could time travel and stop this
Undo the whole day that we met

Your words never matched with your actions
But I craved affection and touch
Forced my way off of your mattress
It's been months but I still hold a grudge

Chalked it up to disliking the act
Maybe I just don't like kissing dudes
But looking back I know I just needed time to show
I really just don't like kissing you
I really just don't like kissing you



Credits
Writer(s): Emma Hopkins, Sean Mccue
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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