Time to Go

All the places we'd go
The marks on the map
You said I'd make a difference and you'd be there each step
You heard my cries out for hope
And my voice shaking, oh
I never let a man make me feel so low
The nights that I spent being used for your aid
Left in the bitter cold, your fake care, your fake gold
And I wanted to pretend but it's too late to save
It's not like me to admit,
But I think I should say

I don't wanna go
But I'm old enough to know
If someone loves you, it would show
So take it as this, I'm not sorry at all
But I know it don't serve me
So it's time to go

On that January evening, I was naive
To think that any man would listen to me
Like the room was caving in, and my battle cries soften
I couldn't say a word as I blink back the ocean
Is it a punishment?
Did I fail again?
I fall to my knees saying sorry for this
All the lights went dark, everyone fled the landmark
And I was still hoping you'd have a change heart

I don't wanna go
But I'm old enough to know
If someone loves you, it would show
So take it as this, I'm not sorry at all
But I know it don't serve me
So it's time to go

I didn't overstay my welcome, your welcome underwhelmed
I didn't betray nothing, you betrayed yourself
And you'd think you'd be honest, how you speak Sunday morning
Don't align with you calling me worthless,
Unfaithful, and cross for the cards I was dealt
My luck of the draw brought me nothing but Hell
And I trusted your soul, put myself on pause
Yes I'm still breathing, but the trust is lost

You know, I don't wanna go, but I'm old enough to know
If someone loved me, I would know
So take it as this, I'm not sorry at all
But I know it don't serve me
So it's time to go