Swimming or Drowning

I'm Swimming or drowning
I don't know the difference about it
Could be my last day here
You won't know about it
It's been pretty darker babe
I don't about you but I not planning to stay

Feels like nothing is good
And everything is new
Why everybody think I'm a fool?
High until I get to the moon

I charge too much on my mind
I wouldn't be surprised if after a while ain't got nothing more, light
Swimming but I drown when she cry
And every night I lose another fight

Ain't got joy, just water on my lung
But I told you this is all my fault
Something than you can come around
How I was gone for a whole hour?

Photos on my phone the reason, I'm out
I'm overthinking too much I need to calm down
What if I can't never figure it out
Don't be mad at me if you heard I lay down
You heard I lay down, I lay down, I lay down
From you, from me
To you

I'm Swimming or drowning
I don't know the difference about it
This is my last day here
And you won't know about it
It's been pretty darker babe
I don't about you but I not planning to stay

Days of rain smells like days of good news
I hope these real feelings put you away from me luv
All about me but more about you
There's more easy ways to keep me under the numb

Why is so hard love be, to be sane?
'Cause you're the reason why I'm here today
Wake up I do a little bit of stretch
So tired of me being me, I don't trust myself

I'm Swimming or drowning
I don't know the difference about it
This is my last day here
And you know about it
It's been pretty darker babe
I don't about you but I not planning to stay
Good news, bad news