QOTD

Do you know it when you reach it?
Do you notice when it's leaving?
Does it defeat all your demons?
Can it even be achieved?
Is it something you believe in?
Is it more how they perceive you
Is it more what you've been thinking?
Does it turn your haters
To your greatest motivators?
Does it give all of your loved ones
Another reason for treason?
Does it last throughout the seasons?
'Till you're deeper than the cement?
'Till everything's lost its meaning?

I've been
Really in my feelings some more
Another person in my phone
I can't hear it no more
Another person needing money
I can't give it no more
Another someone needing something
I can't feel 'em no more
It's like my spirit is broke
Y'all really dragging me down
Some days I'm really out here wishing that I couldn't be found
'Cause I ain't tryna be found
I ain't tryna be found
I just
I just want to be proud
Of myself for a second
But every time I try
Well, here come another message
And if I don't reply
Well, you know here comes a second
I just need a second
But I can't get a second, oh no no

Do you know it when you reach it?
Do you notice when it's leaving?
Does it defeat all your demons?
Can it even be achieved?
Is it something you believe in?
Is it more how they perceive you
Is it more what you've been thinking?
Does it turn your haters
To your greatest motivators?
Does it give all of your loved ones
Another reason for treason?
Does it last throughout the seasons?
'Till you're deeper than the cement?
'Till everything's lost its meaning?

I've been wondering if it's worth it
Is the double-edge sword worth the hurting?
Was I happier before? I'm not certain
Can I really afford to be searching?
Yeah yeah yeah
So many questions
Furthering depressions
All I ever wanted to be
Was my best, man
All I ever really needed
Was someplace where I could be me
Where no one could ever see me
Where no one would ever need me
Need me ever again
I was just wanna be be be be
Myself again, whoa

Do you know it when you reach it?
Do you notice when it's leaving?
Does it defeat all your demons?
Can it even be achieved?
Is it something you believe in?
Is it more how they perceive you
Is it more what you've been thinking?
Does it turn your haters
To your greatest motivators?
Does it give all of your loved ones
Another reason for treason?
Does it last throughout the seasons?
'Till you're deeper than the cement?
'Till everything's lost its meaning?

Does it really go and change you?
So much that you ain't even sure if you're the same dude?
So much that everyone you love
Say you went and changed up
Even though you did everything that they said to?
Is it a fight for your sanity?
Is it constantly asking "why they mad at me?"
Is it staying asleep, dreading every ring
And hoping against hope it ain't a tragedy?
I just wanna
I just wanna be my best
I just wanna be my best
I just wanna be my best
I just want the

The money
Money and the cars
Cars and the clothes
I suppose
I just wanna be
I just wanna be



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Writer(s): Charles Wardell Bagby, Mr. Chandler
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