You Won't Pick Up

I tried to call but you won't pick up
All the mistakes that I make, you must be sick of
No matter what I do, I always seem to slip up
You say don't worry but it's not the kinda shit I flick off
Broken circuit, I just cannot seem to switch off
Reading messages back to myself, getting pissed off
Excavating convos, who knows what I can dig up
Worst thing, I know it's me I need to get a grip of
I'm sure you're over it, probably all forgotten now
I'm frustrated but you can't remember what about
Any hopes I shot 'um down
Mental photos, crop 'um out
I should be getting used to having you not around
Now I could swear that you're avoiding me
Wanna confront the situation but I know you'll be annoyed with me
Tryna stay close but it's your choice to be
I know my problem's small, but still feel like it's destroying me

The memories are fading
Our feelings are changing
It's driving me crazy
What made you go?
I still don't know

As I turn these pages
Sometimes I replay this
It took some persuading
To let you go
I still don't know

You'll always be the one that got away
I don't think that'll ever not hurt my soul
I probably think about it every day
But you don't notice in my heart that leaves a hole

That leaves a you-shaped hole
Need to try and move on, that's my new set goal
I know you're the type of girl only a few let go
But I refuse to give up chasing just cus you said so
Wish that I could listen, promise I don't wanna care
Maybe I just need time and I'll get out your hair
Tryna move forward somehow, but I just don't know where
I've been here long enough to know sometimes life isn't fair
The world don't owe me a thing, I've learnt that recently
Helpless against myself, my thoughts are eating me
Alive, there's reasons why I don't speak, sworn to secrecy
Until now we were always on the same frequency
Always thought the world of you and nothing's ever changed that
Ignorance was bliss before, regret I ever came back
Into your life, I hoped that me and you would be the game plan
Dunno who I am now, says stupid on my name tag

The memories are fading
Our feelings are changing
It's driving me crazy
What made you go?
I still don't know

As I turn these pages
Sometimes I replay this
It took some persuading
To let you go
I still don't know

You'll always be the one that got away
I don't think that'll ever not hurt my soul
I probably think about it every day
But you don't notice in my heart that leaves a hole



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Writer(s): Jack Tyler, Lewis Bond
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