Stan - Swae Lee - Remix

Eighteen years old
I can feel a flow
N my lean's gone cold
I'm missing home
Cant feel my woes
From my head to my toes
There's one I chose
After all them hoes
Got us matching coats
Little chains to give us hope
Took her home to my folks
Fun n games n jokes
Till she left a note
It's over she wrote
Lump in my throat
Turned to coke
I'm going broke
No way to cope
Checking my phone
She's gone on ghost
I lost all hope
Gone back to the road
Got scars on my soul
Gotta cope alone
Whilst the pain grows

Bound for hell after these sins
Living like Luci ever since
She broke me in two didn't even flinch
Our love never soared she clipped it's wings
Never had space to breathe or think
What about us it's written by pink
The scars she left are stained like ink

Why get out of bed
When she wished me dead
She's got in my head
She watched when I bled
Didn't care as I wept
Left me depressed
Anxiety got me stressed
It makes no sense
Step nine is to make amends
Got me feeling tense
Seeing it through a different lens
Wishing for the angel of death
I crossed the edge
Foul play without a ref
Remains a wreck
You know how it gets
Under false pretence
I miss her head on my chest
Whilst we slept
Distracted by the
Tryna catch my breath
Now there's just a mess

Eighteen years old
I can feel a flow
N my lean's gone cold
I'm missing home
Cant feel my woes
From my head to my toes
There's one I chose
After all them hoes
Got us matching coats
Little chains to give us hope
Took her home to my folks
Fun n games n jokes
Till she left a note
It's over she wrote
Lump in my throat
Turned to coke
I'm going broke
No way to cope
Checking my phone
She's gone on ghost
I lost all hope
Gone back to the road
Got scars on my soul
Gotta cope alone
Whilst the pain grows

With these racks stacked up so tall
I almost forget how big of a fall
This past year's been a brawl
Heartbreak is a crime unsolved
W so much pain involved
And through it all
I hide between four walls
The studio is where I pray to the lord
Forgetting is my reward
Every time that I record
My problems get ignored
But I want smth more
Maybe a score
But I done that before
Addiction's a crazy force
So how can I show remorse
N it brought me to the floor
In the dark without a torch

I couldn't see at all
N if I could it would all be grey
Cos after she betrayed
I fell in love with my mistakes
Traded my soul to avoid heartbreak
Needed the coke to feel awake
Needed the dope to forget my fate
Lost all hope how could I escape

Eighteen years old
I can feel a flow
N my lean's gone cold
I'm missing home
Cant feel my woes
From my head to my toes
There's one I chose
After all them hoes
Got us matching coats
Little chains to give us hope
Took her home to my folks
Fun n games n jokes
Till she left a note
It's over she wrote
Lump in my throat
Turned to coke
I'm going broke
No way to cope
Checking my phone
She's gone on ghost
I lost all hope
Gone back to the road
Got scars on my soul
Gotta cope alone
Whilst the pain just grows