Bouquets

I've been reminiscing those times with you
All those petty things you put me through
All those pretty lies we called the truth
And all those false hopes

I've been taking my time
I'm tryin' to drink out the blues
Cuz all the walks in the parks, the bouquets,
And those pictures in the rain
Leads back to you

All the ashtrays and heartbreaks at my place
The silhouette of your hips nearby my fireplace
I've been bending the rules doing it my way
'I've been city to city you know
I just want to stay the fuck away
Took home a bitch she's with me night and day
I'm trying to fill the void I don't know her name
I'm trying to say something I hope that you could stay

I've been taking my time I'm tryin' to drink out the blues
Cuz all the walks in the parks, the bouquets
And those pictures in the rain
Leads back to you

I've been
Missing the signs
Hitting these rhymes
Flipping the coin tho I don't get to pick any sides
The flick of the light
Thickness of your ties
Foolish of me to have been a victim of your lies
You've been inlove with the feeling of fucking my mind up

But you know it's fine boo
You're whispering softly "Someday I will find you"
But I said you don't have too
Just fly to the hills
Away from those pills
Things we named "love" is enough
The loving ain't easy it's always been rough
I'm all out of options I'm all out of luck
The damage was sudden and subtle
Nowadays I just

Let vices do the talking
Overdriving my endorphins
Giving me a hard time,
So I gave in
My heart stopped
I felt alive again
All of a sudden
I am drenched in your lies again
I'm craving that novocaine
Love potion #9 to my broken brain
Addicted to the pain
I wanna try again
Then die again
Then lie again

I've been taking my time I'm tryin' to drink out the blues
Cuz all the walks in the parks, the bouquets,
And those pictures in the rain
Leads back to you