In a Few Months

In a few months

I'll finally go on a date without bringing you up
And I won't make a face when someone says your name
By then, I won't even hate when people fall in love
Like, on a TV screen or right in front of me

I won't see a heart balloon and wanna stab it
Drive past a wedding and won't wanna crash it
I'll be so over you and so far past it
Can't wait for that to happen

In a few months, I won't miss us
But right now, I want you back
In a few months, I'll hate your guts
Yeah, I'll finally see the bad

It feels like I'm about to die, right now, I just need to cry
And hope I'll feel better
In a few months
But right now, that feels like forever

Since you left, every day feels like it never ends
I can't get out of bed, I'm such a fucking mess
There's no point if I tried to go out with my friends
I'll get emotional, it's unavoidable

I'll see a heart balloon and wanna stab it
Drive past a wedding and won't wanna crash it
Wish I was over you and already past it
I can't wait for that to happen

In a few months, I won't miss us
But right now, I want you back
In a few months, I'll hate your guts
Yeah, I'll finally see the bad

It feels like I'm about to die, right now, I just need to cry
And hope I'll feel better
In a few months
But right now, that feels like forever

I'll be better, I'll see you out
And I won't wish we were together
I'll be better, like you never
Never even hurt me at all

Feels like forever, but I'll be better
I'll be moving on and this will be whatever
I'll be better, like you never
Never even hurt me at all

In a few months, I won't miss us
But right now, I want you back (I want you back)
In a few months, I'll hate your guts
Yeah, I'll finally see the bad

It feels like I'm about to die, right now, I just need to cry
And hope I'll feel better
In a few months
But right now, that feels like forever