Happy New Year I'm Still a Piece of Garbage

We'll raise a glass to unbroken promises and
Hindsight
We'll drink to lost ambitions too
Like the clock wipes away, every dumb mistake I've ever made
It's still the same
There's still the issue that is you

I broke my resolution by Valentine's Day
Despite the promises I'm incapable of change
I left the Christmas tree left standing through the month of January
And I can't work up the guts to give you a call
And still nothing has changed

Snowbanks swallow your legs and hips, step inside
We'll get warm by the fire, we'll do whatever you desire
And I'll wake up from a dream so sweet
All alone in utter misery (Wake up)
Is this exactly what you wanted?
I'll spend the rest of the year haunted
And I hope you're doing well 'cause I know that I'm not
A blizzard out the living room window
I haven't eaten in days
And I hope you're doing well 'cause I know that I'm not
I just don't know what to do, I'm stuck waiting for you

And in the end, was it worth it, after all?
By New Year's end, I don't wanna feel like this at all
The blizzard stains (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
My world's ablaze (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
Should old acquaintance be forgot, and never brought to mind?

This last year's coming to an end, and I am sinking fast
When are you coming home? I'm snowed in all alone
(Isn't it sad, I wrote another song about you)
(Isn't it sad, I wrote another song about you)
It's now been four cold days, I think I'm going insane
(Isn't it sad, I wrote another song about you)
Before this New Year's start
I already fell apart

Last night I met somebody new, they are lovely and exciting
And they've made the last three years beautiful, safe, and so inviting
We'll watch summer turn to fall, clinging in each other's arms
And darling, I'm never letting go