Awake

Couldn't stay awake
I just wanna keep dreaming
And I don't wanna wait
Just staring up at the ceiling
Can't trust anyone
People change like the seasons
And now that we're done
Let me tell you how I'm how I'm falling to pieces

If my dreams came true, then when I'd be asleep
You'd be closing your eyes every night next to me
Like I wished we'd be
But I guess that's all in my head
'Cause I know no matter what you'd never end up being in my bed
And I can't be the only one who sees ya
When I look into your eye's I know that I feel free
But I need ya
I know and I can see
That all you're doing is using me

And I couldn't stay awake
I just wanna keep dreaming
And I don't wanna wait
Just staring up at the ceiling
Can't trust anyone
People change like the seasons
And now that we're done
Let me tell you how I'm how I'm falling to pieces

And I'm not the type to leave you
Alone at night
And I shouldn't fight the feeling
Of me losing sight
And I'm not the type to leave you
Alone at night
And I shouldn't fight the feeling
Of me losing sight and

My mind's up in flames and I don't know when I'll be back again
The skies are looking bleak I know it hurts when we don't speak
I told myself I wouldn't let you cross my mind and I lied
When I said that I don't think about you all the mother-fucking time
But now I'd rather find my peace cold out asleep
'Cause for now it's kind of falling at seems
Feels like I'm doing nothing else apart from staring at a screen
Feels like you're doing nothing else apart from staring at me

And I couldn't stay awake
I just wanna keep dreaming
And I don't wanna wait
Staring up at the ceiling
I can't trust anyone
People change like the seasons
And now that we're done
Let me tell you how I'm how I'm falling to pieces and

I'm not the type
To leave you alone at night
And I shouldn't fight the feeling
Of me losing sight