Cope

I'm chilling with my demons
So the evils hardly scaring me
I put these words on line to past the time
And reach some clarity
Fair to me
Man my life ain't fair to me
I cannot give care to me
I cannot think thoroughly
Feel like I can die right now
Damn I might need therapy
I look at life hysterically
You get a chance to reach these heights
But know it's not a guarantee
I get the chance to take the hike
I wonder what is there for me
You get a chance to live this life
You need to do it, carefully
I know lucy daring me
Tempting me to sell my soul
So I can have the merry things
I give my girl my heart and soul
I'm hoping that she'll marry me
Depression wanting me alone
Avoiding those who there for me
Desperate and moving slowly
I'm a dead man walking
This shit ain't poetry
Just a dead man talking
Wish you would've noticed me
Right before I lost it
Wish you would've noticed me right before
Before I hit that dead end
When I was in my head and
Contemplating living life
Cause I was seeing red then
Where'd my light go
Scared of telling the truth
Cause I ain't psycho
Felt my self cut loose
But that wasn't right though
But what is there to fight for
If it was up to me not you
I'll prolly let my life go
You ask what I was meant do
The hell if even I know
Feel like I was meant to lose
I'm trying to break the cycle

They say that I just need some hope
But it's hard for me to cope
They say that I just need some hope
But it's hard for me to cope
They say that I just need some hope
But it's hard for me to cope
But it's hard for me to cope
But it's hard for me to cope
They say that I just need some hope
But it's hard for me to cope
They say that I just need some hope
But it's hard for me to cope
They say that I just need some hope
But it's hard for me to cope
But it's hard for me to cope
But it's hard for me to cope

Yo!
Maybe I just need to do it like this
Uh yeah Uh yeah

My mind is always tearing me me apart
My life ain't really fair you see what's fair to me
Is only my anxiety gone
Got a sobriety bong
Why would I lie in these songs
Y'all niggas eyein me wrong
Think I've decided I'm igniting a new light up in my path
Cuttin' everything attached
I'm practicing releasing control, I let it flow
When I'm on the road and you lonely, let me know
I been smoking dope with the homies, just to cope
But I really need to get to it, on my own
Love is detected by love, not the mind
Open up your heart, said there's loving that you can find
Ain't in no one else you just got it from deep inside

Everybody got negative thoughts, even the thugs do
Everyone got negative thoughts, even the bus dude
Everyone got negative thoughts, even your cuz' who, always seem so happy but is mind Is in a

I just wanna live for a little bit'
Yeah I wanna live it large
You been talking' so much, in my head, oh man
Yeah
How did it get this far?
Get this far
Get this far
I said your a hangman
Say what I say man
Talking to you, everyday man
But recently
You gotta problem with me
You been telling me to change see you stopping me
I can see it in the daytime obviously, obviously
Don't offer me
You been stressing me out, just while you sleep
Why you gotta be a nuisance man it's not that deep, not that deep, not that deep, not That deep