Maybe

When will all the pain heal
The pain I feel
Again I will
Oh
Uh

Every day I wake up and it turns into the worst
2022 is just the latest, no this year wasn't the first
Maybe I'm alone on this earth
Maybe I was meant to be alone from by birth
Maybe I was livin all along for a hearse
Maybe all I'll ever really know is the hurt
The pain don't heal
You could never know all the pain I feel
Every time I'm rappin I be cryin out for help
But I put on a smile so if you ain't know then you could never tell
How did all this time go by
I feel alone, I wish that I knew why
Why can't I feel controlled at night
I need someone to hold me tight
And help me feel that I can win the fight, am I gonna live or die

Fightin uphill and I'm losin, I'm fallin
Gotta shitty draw of cards but I'm movin, I'm all in
I'm in a ring with all my demons but I'm coolin, don't call it
Cause Imma win now
Tellin everyone around me get out
Used to be okay but I forget how
Never knew a silence could be this loud, this loud
I hear the voices in my brain and they makin me insane
Am I gonna get to where I wanna end my life again
I'm not okay, I wanna stay
But I don't know how I'm gonna make it through the day
Uh, ah
Ah, ah



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Writer(s): Carter Hamilton
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