Save Myself

Can't believe we went from
Trippin' to falllin' in love
Still remember all them times
We was all in the clubs
Still remember all them times
When you would pick up the phone
And you would call in from work
And then I give you this work
But what's worse
Is that we'll prolly never work out
Issues that I gotta face
How you posed to be a housewife
When I ain't got a place
How I'm posed to vent when you don't hear shit that I gotta say
Feeling like we running outta time and I'm so outta place
Chasing dreams I know it seems that I cant chase 'em with you
Now It's an issue, you saying, why can't take me with you
And as a man I gotta figure it out
You was apart of the plan but It's a different route
So I say this just to say to you
That everything that we been through
Is prolly just an avenue, for you to be a better you
Apart of you that you could never see
Cause I couldn't deal with all the pressure that's on me
That's on me and so

Before I save you, gotta save myself
Know if I played then I played myself
Know I'm a man I blame myself
And I can't put the blame on you
Before I save you, gotta save myself (save myself)
Know if I played then I played myself (played myself)
Know I'm a man I blame myself (blame myself)
And I can't put the blame on you

She said why you string me along
Why you bring me along
Told you ever since I met you, you should leave me alone
I couldn't help but think that you was the one
Always felt we was the shit when it was two of us
But had to throw them dueces up
Think if you was me, Put yourself in my shoes
You wouldn't want to be regular dude
Plus I feel like its better for you
If we just seperate and that way I could levitate
So you can see a better place and elevate
Time is of the essence, I ain't tryna block my blessings
Though nobody is perfect, you a perfect imperfection
Save all them insecurities, you never needed jewelry
To shine like the angel you are right outta heaven
But I know that this hard, promise that you'll understand
Say it without my pride I hope you find a better man
If I can't be just what you need at the time
I'm hoping I can always be on your mind

Before I save you, gotta save myself
Know if I played then I played myself
Know I'm a man I blame myself
And I can't put the blame on you
Before I save you, gotta save myself (save myself)
Know if I played then I played myself (played myself)
Know I'm a man I blame myself (blame myself)
And I can't put the blame on you