a lovely life

I've seen so many people fly away
While I'm wondering why, why I had to stay
When I know they never wanted to die
When I've tried to commit suicide
Now is that what we call a waste of life
Or is that what we call a lovely life
Oh a lovely life

I get sick and tired of living
Taken advantage when given
The opportunity to go and save someone else
I don't know if this bad for my health
I put you all first before I heal myself
Fucked up from inside but I bet you can't tell
Don't give a fuck if my whole world is falling
I'll make sure yours isn't and that shits a promise
Sobriety is overrated regardless
I come from a place where if it rains it still shines
That's why I believe it all gets better with time
I'm alive yet I was born to die
But can I pull through to commit suicide?
See that's why there's a difference between you and I
You settle for the ground while I want wings to fly
You can chase your own dreams once you wake up and realize you are not someone that they will immortalize
Stop giving a fuck what they think and just rise
All they want is to see your demise
Take a step back, put all feelings aside
See who got you when you're out of your mind
When you're out of your shine
When you run out of time
I think I've been on hold with the end of my life for too long because

I've seen so many people fly away
And it's funny that I, that I had to stay
When I've tried to save them from wanting to die
When I've tried to commit suicide
Now is that what we call a waste of life
Or is that what we call a lovely life
Oh a lovely life
What we call a lovely life
Now is that what we call a lovely life