If You Knew

Baby I know I stay on the road
Baby I told you I travel alone
Gun it stay on me it's up in the coat
Baby it rained, I stayed a float
All of these diamonds I just seen it flood
All of these problems don't cry if I run
All of these lights, I was so high
I was just thinking we should have a son
I was just reminiscing how it was
2015 baby it was love
When they changed you didn't change
007 we had a bond
We had a bond then we broke it up
I come home then pour up the rum
Should work on the marriage like I do the booth
You might cry when you hear this song
You stepped out the marriage I took you back
Started texting these hoes to see you react
Had to stay in the booth and I made a track
I don't think we ever gone make it back
The past got you hurt, I know it do
Bae you can leave, I told you to
Just come hang with me when I'm rolling through
If the text turn green who holding you?
If the text turn green then I'm blocked
Back with mask and we running down opps
Bae you gone cry if you see me on the news
But you know deep inside that I'm giving up
All of these bands we carrying drums
Grit in my nails I got blood on my thumb
I gave them the bread and they left me with crumbs
Sold coke to the fiends they got white on they gums
I just can not go back in the mud
We was so toxic we start taking drugs
We was so toxic we thought it was fun
Messing up credit cause we needed funds
Messing up life cause we had each other
Can't see the future we hope we don't suffer
The cards that we dealt they don't have a number
We live in the wild, who changing the color
Glock 45 I turned to a runner
Praying I change but the summer is over
All of these strikes but the ball in the gutter
All of this pain so I call my mother
I miss my granny she tell me to pray
I'm moving closer I'm changing my state
I told her to visit to see where I stay
When she passed I was hours away

Only if you knew
Only if you knew girl
Only if you knew
Only if you knew, would you believe me?
Would you?
Would you?

I felt abandoned
I felt the pain
We on the Zannys
We call a hit
They just get buried
Work on my craft
Should be the marriage
Showed you my flaws
Gave you the leverage
If it don't work
We feel embarrassed
I gave you my heart
You told me don't share it
Love or hate
Let's not compare it
I write these songs just for the Grammys
Baby I'm different
I caught them staring
Can't go to the cola
Things changed
It's not the same since I lost my granny
I swear it damaged me I showed you my heart
Back in a time, where I stayed on my guard
I showed you my wounds and showed you my scars
You took it for granted and pushed us apart
But, only if you knew