Headspace

Wish I could smash this rear view mirror as I'm driving far away
Pretend that all our little plans can make it back to us one day
Know that everybody's dreams become a lie we'll never tell
While I'm learning to be loved, it seems I cannot find myself, I can't find myself

But I know what scares you in the dark
The folly of a heart
The pain before it starts
And no one ever warned you when you're falling down in love
The time goes
And you have lost your head
And words cannot be said
You set a fire in your bed
Oh please god let me have this, if just a moment more

Thought that I left all of these demon back when I forgot my name
Killed the ghost inside my nightmare, still it haunts me just the same
And the moon it still attracts a thousand of my dark desires
I'd only ask for one more time, but then I'd still be called a liar, oh I'm a liar

So it goes, a rush into your head
In this moment I'd be dead
Thinking of things I never said
As she looks into my eyes and wipes away all of my life
The time slows
You'll wish it never ends
God, I wish I'd been
Such a better man
Now every night is just a funeral, I'm alone inside this bed

I felt it once, I had it twice, I won't say never, but never's how I'm feeling all the time
All the time, all the time

Now I know I'm not in the dark
It's still a beating heart
The pain won't always start
And I am here to warn you when you're fucking up your head
You won't know until it's all too late
I will not call it fate
It happens just the same
This place is not forbidden, let it call you by your name