Feelns

I get in my feelings when I think about you
Sometimes I feel lost when I ain't around you
I got to smile to keep from crying because I hate drowning
I let 'em laugh at my pain, but I keep smiling
Fighting demons on a daily I got war scars
Suicidal thoughts man my life's hard
Trying to reach the top but it seems too far
Getting used to my lonesome got a cold heart

I bet they love me when rich or miss me when I'm dead
How can I stay focused with these thoughts in my head
Clutching on my pistol every night before bed
Every day I wake all I think about death
Somebody pray for me, I need more than ever
So close to losing fate feels like I'm dancing with the devil
I'm getting impatient like is it ever gone get better
Ready to pop out and rock out with heavy metals
Don't want to fall victim or get lost in the system
Lost too many soldiers can't explain how much I miss em
Trying to find the exit in music So close to quitting
Thought it'll help escape all the pain I'm still feeling
Bottles after bottles I ain't numb till it's empty
40s stuffed with hallows got me spinning till I'm dizzy
My Bitch want to leave cause I'm always in the streets
I tell every Bitch im waist deep every time we meet
I'm a damage individual idk why you want me
It's hard cope with life without oxeyes in my blood stream
You don't know me so stop telling me you love me
You don't know me so stop telling me you love me

I get in my feelings when I think about you
Sometimes I feel lost when I ain't around you
I got to smile to keep from crying because I hate drowning
I let 'em laugh at my pain, but I keep smiling
Fighting demons on a daily I got war scars
Suicidal thoughts man my life's hard
Trying to reach the top but it seems too far
Getting used to my lonesome got a cold heart
I bet they love me when rich or miss me when I'm dead
How can I stay focused with these thoughts in my head
Clutching on my pistol every night before bed
Every day I wake all I think about death



Credits
Writer(s): James Johnson
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