Fleeting

I don't know
If I'll ever see the sky in your green eyes again
If you'll ever hold my face in your hands
I collapse at your touch, and it made you grin

I kinda knew
When my foot left your front porch step
I might never lean on that doorframe again
Musing over you, you squeeze my hand

And I am terrified
Terrified
I'll never smile like that again.

I'd kill to know
If you get better sleep without my quick-wit quips keeping you up
Hear you laugh over the phone
Is it nice
Or is it boring?

And I could've sworn that I lost my mind,
Catching your words like butterflies in the candlelight
The waiter didn't know what the hell to do with us
And I thought maybe you could change my mind

What do you think of when you think of me now?
I know you keep busy
Are you lost in the crowd?
I would've pushed through a million rooms
Just to find you
But it's okay

And I am terrified
Terrified
I'll never smile like that again
And I hardly even knew you
I might never know you
But I took what I could get

And maybe fleeting was the deal
And I dealt my hand anyway
I never thought that I was the type to behave this way
And you watched me with a careful curiosity
Hands intertwined, sipping beer up in a tree
I almost fell down the second time that you kissed me
Two people above hundreds has its own kind of ecstasy
It didn't take much, you'd say
Just know that it meant everything to me

And I am terrified
Terrified
I might never fall like that again
And I just wanted to know you
Guess I'll never know you
But will you think of me fondly?