live and see - Live

18
They said you'd feel like a prom queen
Staring at a screen
Getting stalked and harassed
It's like a bad dream
My body
Giving out, feeling down, spilling coffee
When will you see
I can't be here, it's stopping me

Driving nine miles back and forth every day
Wondering when I will be okay
Wanting some comfort from my mom
But all she does is spiral and never stay calm
Asking my sister to be kind
She often seems to struggle to keep that in mind
Looking in the mirror
Who can I be
Can I one day be someone happy

Now I'm 19
Every day feels the same like an empty party
I'm fighting
My reflection in the water is getting murky
Can you hear me
The power in the sky
When will it be my time

Driving nine miles back and forth every day
Wondering when I will be okay
Wanting some comfort from my mom
But all she does is spiral and never stay calm
Asking my sister to be kind
She often seems to struggle to keep that in mind
Looking in the mirror
Who can I be
Can I one day be someone happy

Happy

Soon I'll be 20
Maybe things will get better
I'll have to live and see



Credits
Writer(s): Esha Allay
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