Someday, Not Today

I made a lot of mistakes
And a long list of things I could do with the lost time
I'm sure you feel the same way
We struggle to segue to these unavoidable days
So we try and balance the anger with understanding
I'm learning how patience can come in handy
The more I detain you
The less the chance we
Can figure out why we're so unhappy
Is it hard on you to leave me here?
Sure the check-ins don't make it easier
But neither does the guilt I have from giving you the chance
The chance to go all out tonight
And if you stay here it's quite a gamble
But for now I'd feel alright

Let's make sense of this
We're both dying to live
Like how we did back when we weren't trying for this
I wish you'd smile and show some teeth
Until you're miles away from me
But I will learn to leave it there

The leaves start to fall
Been so long since you called
And the cigarette's burned through the filter
I'm stalling
My friends feel like sitters
My mind's playing twister
I'm losing my shit
How I'm just dying to live
I'm just dying to live
And if you stayed here
It's quite a gamble but for now I'd feel alright

Let's make sense of this
We're both dying to live
Like how we did back when we weren't trying for this
I wish you'd smile and show some teeth
Until you're miles away from me
But I will learn to leave it there

Let's make sense of this
We're both dying to live
Like how we did back when we weren't trying for this
I wish you'd smile and show some teeth
Until you're miles away from me
But I will learn to leave it there