Swing That

Running from obligations
And fucking up my relationships
Half of 'em were already mistakes
What did you offer lately?
Is something I'm contemplating
While scrolling my contacts and reading names
Got me thinking

Who this? And do they give me time of day?
Who fits and who flakes when I find my way?
Useless and two-faced are the type I ain't tryna bring back
You want, to do shit, and invite me late
New month, a new list, so I'd like to say
I don't think I can swing that

I never did
Wanna fake a sentiment
When I feel a genuine connection then I relish it
I don't like a circus in my circle
When there's clowns all around me, I can't ignore the elephant
Stepping in the room
Messing with the mood
Supposed to be my friends but got me questioning the truth
I don't really know anything else that I can do
Tryna keep it honest but they telling me I'm rude
Damn
Am I narcissistic?
Thinking that I'm being altruistic?
When I'm showing face for a minute?
Feeling like they're never even grateful I visit
So it's hard to fake that I miss it
Got me thinking

Who this? And do they give me time of day?
Who fits and who flakes when I find my way?
Useless and two-faced are the type I ain't tryna bring back
You want, to do shit, and invite me late
New month, a new list, so I'd like to say
I don't think I can swing that

Don't push me away
Don't keep me too close
Sorry if I'm vague
I mean it the most
Looking for a way
To balance myself
Beaming the whole time
Gotta be presentable to see when it's showtime

But I be
Struggling
Subtly
Underneath
What you see
Fighting sleep
Tryna be
Something they
Want
Suddenly
I can see
They were not
Tired of me
But I keep
Going even
Though I'm wrong

Running from obligations
And fucking up my relationships
Half of 'em were already mistakes
What did you offer lately?
Is something I'm contemplating
While scrolling my contacts and reading names
Got me thinking

Who this? And do they give me time of day?
Who fits and who flakes when I find my way?
Useless and two-faced are the type I ain't tryna bring back
You want, to do shit, and invite me late
New month, a new list, so I'd like to say
I don't think I can swing that

I never did

I never did



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Writer(s): August Brainard-brunelle
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