Mother's Spell

I want the hand of peace to come and squeeze me, come and squeeze me
Every day I plead you come and see me, come and see me
Nature draped in wreaths my love is bleeding, love is bleeding
Waste away in sleep I'm under dreaming, under dreaming

I didn't want to drown, I'm in a golden gown,
Dying sighing silent sounds, call me down, I was crowned
I was the queen, I got a gleam, fall in the green,
See what I gleaned from reams and reams of
Keen dreams, lean screams, streams agleam,
Lean on me, feel my face and shield my seams,
Here's my place you wield the means,
Feel the lace, feel the base,
Basest motions give me a taste of the potion,
I'm a disgrace in my ocean I chased my emotion and
Faded erosion I hated the notion became an explosion
Devotion to no cause, was hoping to show claws,
Was coping with no pause, eloping to no applause,
All-knowing my core, yours, and opening all doors,
I showed you my raw thoughts, you throw me on all fours
Shaking my hair, later I dare, and even later I dare to
Care and share my barest tears aware that no one else is there,
Where is the glare of prayer, beware, Herr doctor I'm spared,
I shed my cares, I'm fed to the bear, ensnared,
I swear to embody the air

I want the hand of peace to come and squeeze me, come and squeeze me
Every day I plead you come and see me, come and see me
Nature draped in wreaths my love is bleeding, love is bleeding
Waste away in sleep I'm under dreaming, under dreaming

Smaller, water drowns, falling,
Crawling underground,
All of the tiny righteous crowns
Daughters of wine and crying crowds,
Look in the eye of the needle now,
Not a reason to die or to kneel proud,
Shedding your snakeskin right now,
Letting the waste lift unbound and finally drowned
I left my conscious mind so saturnine
Every time I looked into my eyes I would find them lacking shine
So I would unwind, and dreaming I dined,
In line and I pined for peace,
The crime of the blind, I'm seeing the signs I finally find my piece
I felt her looking
Mother's spell had shook me, hooked me,
Took me overlooking, everything no overcooking
Woods stood as they should till the others came
But soon they burned with flame,
She spurned, they raped, a burning pain
When we are alone hear her moan
Leave her alone feel her bones groan
Never condoned said of your throne
Sever your own home
Leave it unsown, leave to atone
Leaving to go and roam upon the foam
I'm shown a Goddess blown and grown a modest tome

A box full of darkness, pull my heart, bliss,
Wooden hardness couldn't mar this,
Falling stars, kiss my lips,
Twist my arm until I'm shattered into shards,
Trap me in your arms bliss, my sadness flying far, missed
With you my mind is all unguarded
My mist is rising from the tar pit,
I was a target, and in the midst,
Then I felt the pulse in your wrist, and
Silent darkness I kissed, silently silent in calm bliss,
When I'm siphoning stars missed,
When you're far I'm the lark on your aloft fist,
Always dreaming of your soft kiss,
Always bleeding in a hot twist,
I consist of long lists of songs from my heart
Longed to sing when we're apart,
Longed to bring like one the wing how starlings dart,
Darling how it hurts when you depart
It's like the bite of light, it's always sharp