Find the Lights

Once when I'm grown
I'll find the lights
Once when I'm grown
I'll find the lights
No way you can stop me
No way, no tries
So, stop with all this changing minds
Once when I'm grown
I'll find the lights
Once when I'm grown
I'll find the lights
No way you can stop me
No way, no tries
So, stop with all this changing minds

Sometimes I feel like it ain't right
Sometimes it feels like I gotta pick a side
I wanna be Switzerland and take my time
To think about a line and rhyme

But I ain't got no time to learn this shit
I ain't got no time for being a kid
I wanna be grown-up, wanna be on top
I don't want to stop, wanna be the bop

I'm done with all this playing games
I'm done with standing in the flames
My white rose, my mind, has multiple sides
Changing tides make me feel alive

Keeping it together was my goal my only fight
I feel like I should have done that better, I didn't do it right
But now it's time to spark up, it's time to find the light
'Cause if you can't rely on others, you will fight your fight

Once when I'm grown
I'll find the lights
Once when I'm grown
I'll find the lights
No way you can stop me
No way, no tries
So, stop with all this changing minds
Once when I'm grown
I'll find the lights
Once when I'm grown
I'll find the lights
No way you can stop me
No way, no tries
So, stop with all this changing minds

Like I think I'm gonna make it
But it looks like I'm tryna fake it
You like my music? Splendid
That's my main goal so send it

Send your opinions and thoughts
Send what makes you cry like onions
Sometimes I'm done with all this bullshit
I'm sorry, rap hasn't been that long in my kit

I'm just tryna get some lyrics onto this paper
Sometimes I've good ideas and be like I'll write it later
But then I forget it and can't write down a layer
So I can't serve it but I'm not much of a waiter

So I'll keep on writing rhymes, lyrics
I'll keep on making leads, beats
But at some times I listen to critics
I need a mentor to seize what I seize

'Cause I only started rapping at sixteen years old
How old am I now? Sixteen years old
I started making beats at sixteen years old
Fuck, I started writing lyrics at sixteen years old

Know how old I am now? Sixteen years old (hah)
But do your thing and they'll fuck with you I was told
Look, at that point I was sold
But the lyrics I wrote so far are all so cold

It's like I hate on people, it feels wrong
Forming all those angry words with my tongue
Then putting them all together in a song
It doesn't even matter if the bars are strong

I wanted to make life changing songs, inspire people
And I know I can go higher than a steeple
This is my note to the world if I ever blow
I wanted to be the nice guy, you know

Once when I'm grown
I'll find the lights
Once when I'm grown
I'll find the lights
No way you can stop me
No way, no tries
So, stop with all this changing minds
Once when I'm grown
I'll find the lights
Once when I'm grown
I'll find the lights
No way you can stop me
No way, no tries
So, stop with all this changing minds

I'm done with all this playing games
I'm done with standing in the flames
My white rose, my mind, has multiple sides
Changing tides make me feel alive

Keeping it together was my goal my only fight
I feel like I should have done that better, I didn't do it right
But now it's time to spark up, it's time to find the light
'Cause if you can't rely on others, you will fight your fight

I'm already in a battle in a war with my own mind
I hate it when they say be like your own kind
'Cause what is my kind? I'm just being me
My knowledge keeps on groing like a motherfucking tree

That's why I'm outplaying you, I'm actually gonna make it
'Cause I keep on grinding every day and I don't even fake it
I'm okay with mumble rappers but you'll have to put in effort
To do original things, W's imma take it

I'm on real shit and doing what I gotta do
'Cause succes don't just falls out of the blue
I will never do what I'm aught to do
'Cause I don't want you to predict the plot

Keeping it together was my goal my only fight
I feel like I should have done that better, I didn't do it right
But now it's time to spark up, it's time to find the light
Yeah, guess I'll just try to find the lights