Almost Loved You

I've never felt so damn exposed
It's like you held me up just to let me go
And I heard you're fine and that's alright
But the hardest part about this is you won't say goodbye

I try my best to hold my breath
Turns out I was right to second guess

You gave your word and made a promise
And left them in a lie
And I said, "It didn't hurt," but if I'm being honest
The closer we got, the further I fell

So close, I almost
Loved you

I wish I knew the words you say
Are more than when my heart should ever take
I wish I never knew my name, wish you could take back what you gave
Then, maybe I'd be okay

You gave your word and made a promise
And left 'em in a lie
And I said, "It didn't hurt," but if I'm being honest
The closer we got, the further I fell

So close, I almost loved you

I tried my best to hold my breath
Turns out I was right to second guess

You gave your word and made a promise
And left them in a lie
And I said, "It didn't hurt," but if I'm being honest
The closer we got, the further I fell

So close, I almost
Loved you

And sometimes, I still
Want to