Memento

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I'm prayin' that they gotta feel me
And every time I'm outside, these niggas tryna kill me
They hear my songs then plagiarize, niggas tryna steal me
I read sheets, decline calls, man, they tryna deal me
My moms called me, she tryna see her son is breathin'
I grew up in a Christian household with a lot of demons
A lot of sleepin', so I prayed to God when I was dreamin'
And like the neighbors fightin', niggas did a lot of schemin'
Between jobs, tryna figure it out
I paid bill after bill, all the different amount
These niggas get another gun and start bringin' 'em out
They move solid, feel shaky, then start ringin' 'em out
Free my bro 'Reem, he locked up behind them Heaven gates
Everybody told me pray to God, then the heavens wait
Get that sin cleared so God knows I'm in Heaven's faith
Got so many sins this Holy Water can't just wash away
I feel different when that Henny bustin'
I started writin', then recordin', man, that's meanin' somethin'
I started writin' different ways to believe in somethin'
But all the times I tried progressin' started meanin' nothin'
Face time or a gun, man, that shit sound insane
The only reason I'm alive is 'cause that minimum wage
Used to sellin' on a corner, makin' minimum wage
Only different when I flip it in a couple of days
I bag bitches heart broken, so they do it with ease
Repeat the cycle like a job, I just do it for free
My heart cold, blame the bitches that was loose in the streets
I'm not selfish, I refuse to let you do that to me, gone

Like Artist, I was walkin' in the rain
Had some Timbs on, steppin' over puddles full of pain
Would you believe me if I said I lose bonds everyday?
Crazy, you make change and people startin' to change, damn
Keep your two cents, you throw subs with your applause
Dispensin' my reflection, it's a penny for your thoughts
I aim for effects, I'm workin' to be the cause
I'm due for a win and you bettin' another loss
But see, I get it, judgin' my beginnin'
You love to see us struggle, so you'll hate to see us winnin'
I be askin' everyday to be forgiven for the sinnin'
We was immature cats, just understand we was kiddin', look
They read you, feed you lies, and deceive you
Once they see you glow up, they back, beggin' to keep you
Remember, we don't need you, you bleed like we bleed too
No gang relation when I say no need to see you
I been had tunnel vision, you movin' a lil' see-through
Some dependin' on me, this music, I need to see it through
Don't move different for others, please, just be you, uh
Don't move different for others, please, just be you
Reminiscin' about niggas who left
Spinnin' back, tryna pick up a check
Where y'all was at when I was feelin' like my life was a mess?
My eye's open, that's Allah sendin' another test
Rather get that Heaven pass, text, or phone call
Missin' my fallen soldiers, I miss my road dogs
They'd rather see me smile and laugh instead of growin' cold
Wordplay, storytellin', for them, I'm goin' off, for sure
Welcomed Kai into the world, and I'm his role model
Time to play my cards right, I ain't losin' no marbles
The hand was dealt, I'll make it sharper than blades
Cut the grass, swerve the fakes
You know we gotta stay leavin' 'em marveled, Trill