Desperation

It's been a long time
Since the day that we were having
Such a good time as a pair
But now the memories remains

I'm heading back
From years away
My heart is empty
My hands are cold

I'm tired of waiting for your call
My phone is silent
I'm all alone

And I was thinking
That I could've find a way
Out of here

All I want to know is
If you've found a happy
On your side
With another guy in another story
So I don't have to worry
I want to forget myself
I think I might be better off alone
I'm better off alone
At all

These were all the words
I wish I didn't write into a song
I had to erase
Some of the words I said because

I need more time
To ease the pain
My desperation
To get away

My behaviour is a sad distraction
I confess
I'm barely breathing
Replacing memories

Would you think of me
Would you hold my hand
If only you had stayed

All I want to know is
If you've found a happy
On your side
With another guy in another story
So I don't have to worry
I want to forget myself
I think I might be better off alone
I have to go I'm better off alone

In desperation
Empty spaces
I've been waiting
As I'm drowning

In desperation
Empty spaces
I've been waiting
As I'm drowning

And hope is a lie
That I'm keeping my faith in
A heartbreak would feel
So much easier

All I want to know is
If you've found a happy
On your side
With another guy in another story
I don't have to worry
All I want
Is to know
That I'm better off alone