Searching for an Answer

I pace back and forth in my mind
I know I'm not ready for what I'll find
But I keep searching for an answer
And I don't know why
Searching for answer I won't find

I cannot bear feelings
There's nothing I believe in
Just hold them all in side then
Build up to take me again

This pain hurts so much
I try not to budge
It takes who I love
Isolate me from touch

Why is everything so confusing
Why is everyone so misleading
I don't know how to stop this bleeding
Is this broken heart even beating

There's no point not worth trying
Am I just slowly dying
Why am I so alone
I'm always on my own

Always on replay
In the same way
Am I led astray
Don't know what to say
Except Here I lay
All cold gray

Weakened by the pain
Its in my brain
I cant complain
About all the rain

I'm never safe
From its ugly face
I cant explain
Losing my faith

I'm gonna suffocate
Stuck inside this place
Its myself I hate
Crushed by the weight

Hurt myself ok
Nothing feels so great
Skin and blade it aches
Punished for mistakes

Why is everything so confusing
Why is everyone so misleading
I don't know how to stop this bleeding
Is this broken heart even beating

There's no point not worth trying
Am I just slowly dying
Why am I so alone
I'm always on my own

Why is everything so confusing
Why is everyone so misleading
I don't know how to stop this bleeding

My heart's not beating
Not beating
Not beating
My hearts not beating now

I pace back and forth in my mind
I know I'm not ready for what I'll find
But I keep searching for an answer
And I don't know why
Searching for answer I won't find



Credits
Writer(s): Matthew Glassmeyer
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