burden

I'm a bastard, don't know what to say, lying every fucking day
Tired every night, that's why I don't wanna get carried away
Kill me, watch me rot away, say you hate me to my face
Stab me, watch me rot away, feel you crawl inside my brain

You say you hate me, but I hate myself too
You say you my friend, but I can see right through
I'm running out, ah, I just don't know what to do
Tired of lying to you, but you won't understand the truth
Put that shit inside a record, heart is getting sicker
Crop you out my life now, cut you out the picture
I wish I never kissed her, I wish I never missed her
Throw my feelings out the window, I love you at the samе time
Talk, talk, talk, but don't think I ever listеn
Write it in a story in my head, I live in fiction
My emotions broken, so don't think that you can fix them
I never talk about how I feel, I keep it hidden
Get a grip, a handle, blowing out the candle
Pull me up and tear me down, I'm getting dismantled
Always lose, I never won, parties, never find 'em fun
Always wasting fucking time staring down the barrel of this gun

You told me not to trust you, you told me not to love you
My feelings, they all miss you, I'm used to hearing bad news
You know I'm not a bad dude, I have lots of issues
My heart's always been misused, so I think that it's
Respectfully, fuck you, wish I never loved you
Wish I never gave a fuck, I wish I never hugged you
I hope that you rot and I hope that you burn
'Cause it's what you deserve, it is what you have earned

You say you hate me, but I hate myself too
You say you my friend, but I can see right through
I'm running out, ah, I just don't know what to do
Tired of lying to you, but you won't understand the truth
Put that shit inside a record, heart is getting sicker
Crop you out my life now, cut you out the picture
I wish I never kissed her, I wish I never missed her
Throw my feelings out the window, love you at the same time
Talk, talk, talk, but don't think I ever listen
Write it in a story in my head, I live in fiction
My emotions broken, so don't think that you can fix them
I never talk about how I feel, I keep it hidden
Get a grip, a handle, blowing out the candle
Pull me up and tear me down, I'm getting dismantled
Always lose, I never won, parties, never find 'em fun
Always wasting fucking time staring down the barrel of this gun



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