Dreams

Growing up I dreamed of finer things
And everything I couldn't reach is locked inside my dreams
It kept me starving till I realized it ain't what it seem
When shit hit the fans, pressure makes a diamond bleed
By any means, y'all can keep the clout
Fuck living loud, I'm dying free
This the sound when my mental is broken and trying me
Y'all could clown me. I'm tryna live with my peace
And not worry bout them killers to the left of me
I'm done fame chasing, I'm game changing, never fading
Industry ain't make me so I love to see them pay me
You can't save me, I came up from gangbangers
They wanna take me away but if I break
I'll know your talent lives forever even if the legend fall
Cuz I ain't watch Jordan, Kobe taught me to ball
I'm hoping when its case closed, looking back at the job
I'll know it's real when you are who you think you are
Forreal

I'm having dreams of my own
Anything that I want, seeing green in my thoughts
Releasing my flaws, I'ma sing till I'm gone
Sleep is the cousin don't dream too long
Cuz it was all a dream
It was all a dream
It was all a dream, it was all a dream
It was all a dream

I see the bigger picture, I got 2020 vision
Soaking up this game, I been growing full of wisdom
Dreams to reality, my lifetime wishes
But the only time they hear me is when do it through the rhythm
Getting smarter now so my eyes don't glisten
It's just me against the world, if ain't nobody listen
Got me yelling free everybody caught up in the system
Up in level four, eating noodles or go-fishing
With no pot to piss in
Got a message from the bottom, I been on a mission
From detention feeling hollow holding ammunition
Musician life living large till I was a target by the streets for my latest composition
Real shit. Cold hearted I can't feel shit
I been stabbed so many times I can't feel it
Told you bout my vision acted like you couldn't hear it
Either love me at a dollar or forget me at a million
I'm having dreams of my own
Anything that I want, seeing green in my thoughts
Releasing my flaws, I'ma sing till I'm gone
Sleep is the cousin don't dream too long
Cuz it was all a dream
It was all a dream
It was all a dream, it was all a dream
It was all a dream

I'm paralyzed by my motivation
What's the price of ambition? It comes with separation
I'm missing you cuz you remember all my broken hatred
I had no mercy or love it was already taken
I question your trust, I'm damaged and you know what happens
Hurt people break even, hate themselves for lacking
Never lacking, mob ties keep the pain in fashion
Rockstar in the making, this life comes with action
Whole squad been waiting, they need a couple girls
All these vices we been bringing from the underworld
The life I chose ain't pretty and I ain't comfortable
Scheming for the top and I been shooting till I ain't functional
Things changed when I had different plans
Bringing change and purpose to show who really can
I lost my mind when they took Hussle away from us
The hood Malcolm was preaching and motivating us
I'm numb to it, I feel nothing but new purpose
Will I survive and heal? Or see a closed curtain
Fame comes from envy so is it really worth it
Envy comes with fame so tell me if it's worth it