I Tried

I've tried
And when you feel alone

I tried

So much cold in the world that i'm tryna stay warm
Drank too much and I hurled, now this bottle dripping scorn
And my heart keep getting torn and my body feeling worn
I been cursed since the day that I came and I was born

In my heart there's a thorn but i'm still doing right
And I bust my ass all day then I lay awake at night

I tried

You gon' be okay, I promise you're okay
Listen to what I say cause I promise you're okay
You can be hurt but don't let them see your tears
You might fall, Baby Girl, but you can conquer all them fears

There will be sunny days and the nights filled with rain
Parties Friday night, alone on Sunday
How do I explain, the way that i'm feeling?
It's a pain in my heart and i'm looking for the healing

I been trying for a while just to see that pretty smile
Use to mention me to friends but you don't say my name now
Sitting on my own now i'm asking wait how
Did I end up all alone, something in the way now

Sitting here stuck, i'm a sitting duck, still
Tried to really not but I give a fuck still

I tried

It's not making sense to me, thinking clearly
That is what i'm not, eyes they teary
Ice the theory, that plagues my soul
I'm a cold hearted figure but at least i'm staying whole

Don't worry 'bout that shit cause i'm doing it with love
Even when your down i'm still watching from above
If you need a push then i'll be there with a shove
If you scared of cuts then i'll be your pair of gloves

I will take your pain away, you just really need to trust
Everything I say whether it's Love or Lust
You might fall or get crushed but don't ever fall apart
If they give you stupid looks then remember that you smart

Look at where you made it cause you made it really far
You ain't even near the end, you just finally left the start

I tried
To make it right