Leave This Town

It was just us two
Didn't need another sibling
Need time to adjust to
Seeing her in prison

This one's for my sister
She's alive still
But I miss her dearly

We would share the same blisters
It was quite real
Never lost those feelings

How can I be patient
If I'm bleeding out
And am I mistaken
If I leave this town
If I leave this town

If I leave it
Just for a time, I might need it
I live too close the precinct
I'm reminded every time I see it

It was my wedding day
She surprised me, she really love to bake
My wife, she loved the cake
As her brother, wouldn't have it another way, but

Was it my fault
Was it really
It was nightfall
Was I dreaming
Am I diagnosed
With synethesia
Flashblacks, I see
See her screaming

All the time it's taken
It's her I need around

How can I be patient
If I'm bleeding out
And am I mistaken
If I leave this town
If I leave this town

We've seen the highest places
We've seen deepest grounds
Told her I'll try and make it
She will receive her crown

How can I be patient
If I'm bleeding out
And am I mistaken
If I leave this town
If I leave this town

No touching, no crossing the table
You've have 5 minutes

Man, these chairs are so uncomfortable
Why don't you ever come visit

Like visit the prison? I visit?
I'm here... I'm here right now

This is the first time you've been here in a while
And last time you were here
You barely said a word

Sadie, you... you know I'm not a huge talker
Plus life recently

I already told you that night wasn't your fault

It's not even, it's not even about that
The colony's overworking everyone and
Angel's just had the flu

I get that, but you couldn't make time
In the last 3 months?
You live walking distance, don't you?

Yeah, yeah I do
I... I just shouldn't have brought you there
Like I could have done it myself

You really needed the help man
You could only carry so much food by yourself
And I'm an adult
It just sucks that I got caught

You wouldn't have even been there if
I didn't practically beg you to come
Plus, I just left you to get tasered

Sisan, I'm not mad at you for leaving me back then
I'm mad at you for leaving me now

Wrap it up

I'm sorry, Sadie. I'm actually sorry
I, my excuses, they're honestly just excuses
They're not good enough
I just wish you can choose like when
And when not to feel guilty about something
You can choose what to do with the guilt
Ok, Copernicus
Just come more often. I'll definitely be here
Also, tell Jess that she can paint it blue
She can paint it blue? Sure? What, what is she painting
Last time I was over
Your daughter kept trying to hand me butterflies
But they keep flying away
I just told her to paint me one
I like the colour blue
Jess?
Yeah
Yeah, no, she does that with me too
I'll, I'll let her know. But that guard looks like
He's about to carry me out
So I should probably start going
Aight
Love you sis, I'll see you soon. Like I'll actually though
Alright bro, love you too