Other Means

did you say you found god
what were you doing looking through my middle drawer
I tried to lock a savior in it
so I could come back later when it's
something I'd look good in if I wore

when the body that it's for no longer needs
the organs that can tell me what is death
that he inflated with his breath
and I come by other means

why is it my turn to talk
who am I to question what is out of my control
even if I hated what he's seen
and what he hasn't done with all his power
I can't do what I am told
til I come by other means

how can you be sure of where I'm going
and still be afraid to show me
and say the choice is mine and that you trust me
you don't look as terrified as you must be

but if it's true it's not my fault
this geometry is perfectly resolved
if I'm not mine then I'm his problem too
if he made me he made my inability
he built-in cracks so he could offer up the glue

and if it's true it's not my fault
what is the achievement when I overcome myself
why would I want to put my weapon down
when I am just two eyes demanding color
and two ears demanding sound
and I have no other means