Bad Place

Is it selfish
For me to be this sad?
When you're making such an effort
And today ain't been so bad

I can't help it
Feel like I'm going mad
You reassure me and say you adore me
But still, in spite of that

I feel like

I'm not all there
My mind's worse for wear
You can see through, but how could you know
What you're supposed to do?
You feel helpless and
I feel selfish
For accepting your warm embrace
When I'm in such a bad place

You still make me laugh
But I'm only giving you half a smile
Sometimes I wonder if I've ever
Really been worth your while

Tell me, are you feeling drained?
Your cheeks are a little bit tear-stained
Took your breath when you first saw me
Did you ever cry before me?

I'm sorry that

I'm not all there
My mind's worse for wear
You can see through, but how could you know
What you're supposed to do?
You feel helpless and
I feel selfish
For accepting your warm embrace
When I'm in such a bad place

You can't be empathetic
And I wouldn't want you to
Because I feel pathetic
And I don't want the same for you
I know you're trying to get it
Dunno if you ever will
But I guess you've seen rock bottom
And you're here still

I'm sorry that

I'm not all there
My mind's worse for wear
You can see through, but how could you know
What you're supposed to do?
You feel helpless and
I feel selfish
For accepting your warm embrace
When I'm in such a bad place

Such a bad place