Alright

Perfectionism is killing me
Need for comparison stinging more than a killer bee
A high achiever with no time for seeking humility
But still so quick to quit if just one person aint feeling me
Thought I freed myself but validation is still a need
I went and took a shroom to find my soul and then set it free
For a better me. And insecurities end being the centerpiece
Always cooked a quick fix never followed the recipe
Looked inside the mirror said mirame papi ven aqui
You gon have to learn everything that you think is energy
Actually apply all the thing that you learned in therapy
Thoughts become things and that self love is the remedy
Perfection is subjective the only one that you get to please is you
And things you accept is only what gets to be the truth
I struggled with empathy for myself and feelings too
And dealt with the penalty for mental being skewed
But I'll be alright

I'll be alright
I'll be alright
I'll be alright

I learn that sometimes depression looks exactly a smile on the face or
A positive take or provocative ways
Getting back in the bed cause you don't mind being late
A single mother of 2 who don't have hobbies or faith
The obvious aint so obvious when your mind is at stake
And honestly it could probably be defined as a case
Embodying angst and wondering if I'll I be embraced
The timing aint safe that pressure make a diamond relate
Invisible was going on inside and I aint safe from it
I could ignore it and stay stunting or instead reflect and figure what I could take from it
After that short stop I'll bring it home like I'm base running
But trust it ain't easy when anxiety mixed with lack of sobriety
Fire you up and make you forget yourself
And shit I could agree at irony loner with notoriety
One of the worse feelings I've ever felt
But I'll be alright

Trust
I'll be alright