The Hierophant

I finally found the words to say
After two damn years
I hope you're doing better now
And that you have healed

And I hope you can hear me now
'Cause I know you never listened then

All I ever wanted was to be
As much to you as you were to me
Is this what you wanted all along?
To keep me around but never yours

I still hear your voice inside my head
Begging through tears
But I forgave you way too soon
Just to keep you here

Actions speak louder than words
Said you wouldn't but you chose her

All I ever wanted was to be
As much to you as you were to me
Is this what you wanted all along?
To build us this life, then leave me alone?

I thought I was
(that night you should've known better)
More than enough
(you knew it would upset her)
I can't undo what you've done
I'm sorry if you thought you were the one
Maybe right person at the wrong time
But it just can't happen in this lifetime

But I guess that I will never be
(but this time she's moving on)
As much to you as you were to me
(making sure that he's long gone)
This is what you wanted all along
But you're the one who's alone now