A Sad Song

I'm smoking by my window
And I can't breathe at all
I wonder if I blew my head off
Would my people cry at all
And if they did may God heal their pain
With my blood stains on the wall
It reminds me
That life's so sad
That life's so sad
That life's so sad

I know I'm not alone, but I still feel alone
I know I've lost control, took their problems as my own
Mistake after mistake, I don't have what it takes
Took a turn for the worst I don't have any breaks
They didn't wanna give my flowers while I'm still here
Looking up into the sky while the ground catches their tears
The voices of my sorrow echo in the emptiness inside me
I'm dying
Praying for a sign, I don't belong up on this side
They ask me what I did today, beloved I survived
Smile up on my face so they don't notice my pain
Molded in these dark nights, got me feeling like I'm bane

I'm abusing things
I've been losing me
In this whirlwind
Praying this world end
I've been losing me
I stopped choosing me
Praying this world end
Tired of hurting

I'm smoking by my window
And I can't breathe at all
I wonder if I blew my head off
Would my people cry at all
And if they did may God heal their pain
With my blood stains on the wall
It reminds me
That life's so sad
That life's so sad
That life's so sad



Credits
Writer(s): Abtin Mehrvar
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