i find it hard to cry

Holding on is harder than it's made out to be
I find it easier to let it all go
Is this all a dream?
It's a nightmare it seems
All I can say is, it's a funny feeling

I find it hard to cry
Unless I'm drinking
I don't know why
And I feel guilty
That I'm not crying
But I miss you
And I hope you're alright

Nan was crying as she was trying to sleep
I could hear her in her room
Wasn't sure what to do
I never wanted her to lose anyone
Now I'm scared of losing her too
I wish she could talk to me
About all the pain
I wanna help her feel okay
But what could I even say?

I find it hard to cry
Unless I'm drinking
I don't know why
And I feel guilty
That I'm not crying
But I miss you
And I hope you're alright

It's not fair
'Cause I care
Can anyone see it?
I try my best to show it
But the tears are never rolling anymore

I find it hard to cry
Unless I'm drinking
I don't know why
And I feel guilty
That I'm not crying
But I love you
And I hope you're alright



Credits
Writer(s): Taylah Withers
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