My testimony

I went through anything you can
Imagine, man there's things you
Probably couldn't fathom

Thinking I was hard playing cards
Now I'm scarred, started smoking
In middle school thinking this is cool

Moved on to getting into fights
Over anything like stealing my ice
Getting jumped in eight grade

I was scared for my life, man I couldn't
Believe my eyes, I decided not to fight
Ok people left my side, man this

Really made me cry, thought they was
Homies for life, it just left me dead
Inside, after that I declined, going

Into grade nine, I almost died off
Them drugs, everywhere there was a
Plug, thinking ima real thug, hanging

Out with them bloods, we was all
Clicked up, man I wanted
To be a stud, man I wanted to be a

Stud, we was all clicked up
Yeah I went through anything
You can imagine, trynna find myself

A passion, getting stuck loading
The mag in, always ready
For some action

Believing anything can happen
I can't paint you a picture with the
Magic, I hope this song helps you

Imagine, my life was even tragic
I was the reason it was hectic
Always had other objectives

All the hate started collecting
Everything started connecting
If I didn't make it out, I probably

Would've drown, real sound
This activated me, I had many enemies
Started smoking more tree, but it left

Me carefree, I fought my dad for a long
Time, thinking he was never on my
Side, I was mad most the time

Being bad had me sad, I started turnin
Up the heat, the thought of liquor
Sounded sweet, I thought

I was discreet, like I'm in the back seat
I brought alcohol to school
Being a fool, in public school

I thought I was a real thug, aye they
Locked my big brother up
I started doing more drugs

Tried numbing all my pain
Even though there's nothing that
I gained, being restrained

I was moody and depressed I started
Going through the rain, I wanted
Respect up in the streets, like I made

All the lanes, only trouble for me
When I knew I couldn't change
People started moving strange

Man I only wanted fame, I wanted
To end the game, but who was I to
Blame, seeing my homie hanging

It made it hard to sleep
I went through anything
You can imagine, trynna find myself

A passion, getting stuck loading
The mag in, always ready
For some action

Believing anything can happen
I can't paint you a picture with the
Magic, I hope this song helps you

Imagine, my life was even tragic
I was the reason it was hectic
Always had other objectives

All the hate started collecting
Everything started connecting
If I didn't make it out, I probably

Would've drown, real sound
Yeah I was doing many things, I know
I shouldn't of done, I was doing bad

Things, my only choice was to run
My only choice was to run
I was so done, being stung

This point in my life I knew I had
To make it right, thought of turning
Around my life, but it Had to

Be that night
I bought a real studio
Mic, knowing I can change lives

I took a leap of faith into a dive of
Being baptized, and for once in my
Life, I could see the sun rise

I thought everything was a lie
But it was real this time, I started
Living for God, and threw away all my

Crime, I started writing more rhymes
Getting better each night, made oh I
Cant wait, and let God do his thang

The song reached 20K, yeah I'm happy
To this day, even though I mess up
I'm being guided, guided, guided

I'm being guided through the way
I'm so happy I've been saved giving God all my praise, even through my

Worst days I'm still riding Gods wave