Confidence

I wish I had confidence
But I'm just a little, bitch
I wish I could say to you
All the things I wanna do

But what's the point of making noise?
What's the use of standing up to you?
I'll be miserable if you're here or not
I'll be crying if you hear or not

At least, that's what I told myself
When you changed back and forth to someone else
When you had me walking on eggshells
When I let you make my life a living hell

Well, now maybe I'm still working on the confidence
But you and I are finally past tense
I finally decided that I'm not deserving
Of the bullshit you push and no matter how unnerving
I deserve peace



Credits
Writer(s): Adrian Bartholomew
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