All My Friends

Your eyes are red, his eyes are red, her eyes are red
While I'm in a bed thinking of what I should do instead
Of being high
I'm lost in my mind come save me
I see three, there no glee, so agree when I plea for better days
I miss the rays of sun I indulged in
Can't be sitting inside with my addictions
Fictional dreams and schemes
All up in my head they all fake, So just give me a break

All my friends are high
Can't be me right?
Consumed by drugs and alcohol
Sick of my life and my soul
Can't find my role in this world, for fucks sake ya'll are so fake
Dreaming of better days, can't change my ways
All my life they say
"Stay in the lavender Haze"
I can't even handle
my own judgmental gaze

I was lying reminiscing about that old life
Sitting round in that sun yea so bright
Can't believe I gave that up
For a quick, head rush had to cover up
drinking cruisers by the pool, gotta act like a fool
I'm Drunk
Felt like a tool, in school
So I drank to forget that, all I needed was a good chat

Never mind I'm fine, don't call my line
I'm like this by design, man I'm blind
Of all the things that are in my life, how could I forget that
Jim beans all on the table
Bourbon and coke I'm able
Gotta act like I'm stable
But it was all a fable
It breaks my heart to know
that this is how it goes wow this blows

All my friends are high
I just feel like dying
People around me comfortable and I'm just surviving
I'm fighting the rise of agony, so please come back me up
I want that light that shines through the skies
Straight into my eyes and dries the oceans of sorrow
This sadness just bores me so
Please bring me the end of my story