Falling Down

With you I feel free and there's no place I'd rather be
Just you and me, looking at the stars and at the moon
Let's get out, let's break the rules, together we can't lose
At least that's how I felt but now I'm falling down

Sick of feeling this fucking way
Just locked up in my own god damn brain
Can't seem to find a way, no way out
I'm sick of this pain, oh please just help
Oh god there's no way

Please I'm begging with every breath
With everything that I have left
Please just stay to help with the pain in my chest
What a shame my brain feels so much less
Now my times up, I've fucked up, I'm out of breath

I thought you'd be by my side to the end, that's what you told me
In the end that's why I felt so fucking lonely
So I've just been being me, Doing the things that I want to
But it stays in the back of my mind, the day that you left
The words said, You'd stay by my side
But

Why'd you have to leave
Why'd you hurt me this way
I don't know how the fuck to get out of my brain
I'm drowning in this pain
I'm suffering again

With you I feel free and there's no place I'd rather be
Just you and me, looking at the stars and at the moon
Let's get out, let's break the rules, together we can't lose
At least that's how I felt but now I'm falling down

My chest keeps feeling compressed
Every time I take a breath
There's nothing left
Nothing else that I can do
Even if I could, I don't know that I'd want to
Self destruction is really something, a formidable opponent
I'm sure you know of him

I'm falling down too fucking deep
No one else, no one hears me weep
I need sleep, a way to see
My dreams come to fruition
This is a new rendition
Let's make corrections where we see necessity

I was lost and you found me
Couldn't fix me
You must feel so unlucky
To have loved me