not kiss you

My dad told me it's better for my soul to be alone
So I convinced myself I'm doin fine on my own
Then there was "Hey, nice to meet you."
And "Where you from?"
And little things like breakfast on the phone

Then you pulled up in your sweatshirt
The one you joked would be my favorite
And you brought me red flowers
To show me that you liked me way more than a friend
Right there
A little past 10pm
All I felt was your haven hands

So l put your lips on mine
And for the first time
I felt the sparks fly

If they say that I can't love like this
Then why's it feel so right?
And why can't I stop smiling at you
In the dashboard light?
With them roses and that rain down your face
I don't know how
But God made it impossible to
To not kiss you

Didn't choose to have these feelings
And my church told me to hide
But history says it kills you
To keep the closet shut so tight
So I told my mom about you
And I told my sister too
They liked it better when I kept it all inside
But in your eyes
I stop hearing all their lies

Cuz if they say that I can't love like this
Then why's it feel so right?
And why can't I stop smiling at you
In the dashboard light?
With them roses and that rain down your face
I don't know how
But God made it impossible to
To not kiss you
To not kiss you
To not kiss you
Yeah

If they say that I can't live like this
Then why'd I make you mine?
And why can't I stop laughing
Every time I see you smile
With them roses and that rain down your face
I don't know how
But God made it impossible to
To not kiss you
To not kiss you
To not kiss you

Yeah, it's impossible
To not kiss you